Listen to Your Voice and Heal
Today I am feeling overwhelmed with gratitude for this abundant universe and our ability to heal ourselves, create change and manifest the gifts in our lives. I would like to share a story with you.
It was about five years ago that I walked out of the doctor’s office feeling overwhelmed with conflict from the news I had just received. After many tests and doctor’s appointment, the experts had determined that my body could not become pregnant. Although we were not trying to have a child at that time, I knew I would want to in the future. There I was, only 30 years of age; I had not had my menses in years and I did not produce any estrogen.
The source of the conflict I felt was the two different voices I could hear. The first voice was the doctor proclaiming with certainty that my female body could not ever get pregnant. The second voice was my own, which did not agree with the doctor. Not out of denial or anger but out of love and a higher knowing. I decided to listen to my voice and wanted to explore the communication of my female body and spirit.
I kept thinking of the women’s meditation classes I was involved with and how difficult it was for me to be there when I first began the classes two years earlier. In fact, it was still difficult to sit in a room with all women and feel comfortable. It was difficult to become more aware of my female space. With these thoughts I smiled and reminded myself that my resistance to looking at my female space was an indication that that was exactly what I needed. By exploring my woman’s body and spirit communication and validating this space, my healing journey truly began.
Throughout the year I recall a deeper knowing that the physical limitations the doctors saw in me were being healed. It wasn’t so much that the doctors were wrong as that at that time, the limitations were very real in my body. However, by validating my female space I began to heal myself. I remember calling the doctor’s office and demanding a blood test to check my estrogen levels. They discouraged me and thought I was in denial. When the results came back as normal, in disbelief the doctor asked me what I had been doing. I replied with certainty, ”meditating and healing myself.” She replied, ”Well, keep doing what ever it is you’re doing!”
As I am writing my story, my adorable little girl Sofia is in my arms. She is almost 6 months old and is in perfect health. I had the most amazing pregnancy and birth experience. I am so thankful for the ability to explore, validate and heal my own unique female vibration. I am empowered.
We all have the ability to heal ourselves. In fact, no one else can heal you, only you can. It is your unique vibration that is needed to heal. Just as your energy can not heal some one else, theirs can not heal you either.
If there is a limit that you believe to be true, really look at it and decide if you agree. Meditate on it, breathe into it and believe you can heal yourself emotionally, physically and spiritually. Listen for your voice, as you know best. It is an abundant and kind universe!
It was about five years ago that I walked out of the doctor’s office feeling overwhelmed with conflict from the news I had just received. After many tests and doctor’s appointment, the experts had determined that my body could not become pregnant. Although we were not trying to have a child at that time, I knew I would want to in the future. There I was, only 30 years of age; I had not had my menses in years and I did not produce any estrogen.
The source of the conflict I felt was the two different voices I could hear. The first voice was the doctor proclaiming with certainty that my female body could not ever get pregnant. The second voice was my own, which did not agree with the doctor. Not out of denial or anger but out of love and a higher knowing. I decided to listen to my voice and wanted to explore the communication of my female body and spirit.
I kept thinking of the women’s meditation classes I was involved with and how difficult it was for me to be there when I first began the classes two years earlier. In fact, it was still difficult to sit in a room with all women and feel comfortable. It was difficult to become more aware of my female space. With these thoughts I smiled and reminded myself that my resistance to looking at my female space was an indication that that was exactly what I needed. By exploring my woman’s body and spirit communication and validating this space, my healing journey truly began.
Throughout the year I recall a deeper knowing that the physical limitations the doctors saw in me were being healed. It wasn’t so much that the doctors were wrong as that at that time, the limitations were very real in my body. However, by validating my female space I began to heal myself. I remember calling the doctor’s office and demanding a blood test to check my estrogen levels. They discouraged me and thought I was in denial. When the results came back as normal, in disbelief the doctor asked me what I had been doing. I replied with certainty, ”meditating and healing myself.” She replied, ”Well, keep doing what ever it is you’re doing!”
As I am writing my story, my adorable little girl Sofia is in my arms. She is almost 6 months old and is in perfect health. I had the most amazing pregnancy and birth experience. I am so thankful for the ability to explore, validate and heal my own unique female vibration. I am empowered.
We all have the ability to heal ourselves. In fact, no one else can heal you, only you can. It is your unique vibration that is needed to heal. Just as your energy can not heal some one else, theirs can not heal you either.
If there is a limit that you believe to be true, really look at it and decide if you agree. Meditate on it, breathe into it and believe you can heal yourself emotionally, physically and spiritually. Listen for your voice, as you know best. It is an abundant and kind universe!
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